my bday bash!

My Gosh,year end na..Time flies so fast and super aliw looking back haha..Grabe it's been a year..It all happened in one year..parang movie(o yung echusera jan may mapupulot ka na naman na pang asar haha.ok tama na to,sobra ka na sa publicity).I remember how this year started..It started with so much kilig haha and surprises..I won't get into detail issue na nman yun ;) Then,there's test of friendship...There are people who come and go but I'm blessed that many have stayed... And there are people I never thought would be so much concern about me and would really appreciate the friendship we have. This year has been controversial for me...From the love knots and nonsense issues raised by not so important people..But I take them as blessings in disguised. I've seen and felt the love of people around me and how they are willing to fight for me, to protect me and to stand by me. My battle is also their battle. Even if I've missed several opportunities this year, I can never repay the presence of people who made me feel I am someone,not just a nobody. Even if sharp words have thrown upon me, i get 100x more comforting words from my family and friends...Last December 14, I went to DFA for my passport. Yes, it was my bday and I spent 7 hours of my day there hehe.It's my fault anyway because I already used most of my leave hehe...It was one of a kind experience. To fall in line from 1130am-630pm is not joke especially when it's your bday hehe but I have to be patient..The employee there checked my form and birth certificate and found out that it's my bday so she said,"Happy birthday!bakit dito ka nagcecelebrate?" I almost cried haha...Kc i'm so tired and to ask me that,super self-pity nko haha..Pro text messages kept on coming,greetings were overflowing,the sad thing was...nabat empty ako:( In the last process of my passport application,I feel like I'm going to burst out na. But when I was called, I was surprised that the personnel who will encode my data is deaf an mute. Parang it's such a blessing in disguise.God has it's way of making you see that there are more things for you to be grateful of rather than to complain.So after that,I had a smile in my heart.. As soon as i finished my agenda there, I was excited to get home na to at least celebrate the remaining hours of my day with my family and replied to the text messages til midnight.A friend texted me and told me how swerte my bday was..I didn't know that there was a meteor shower on the night of my bday hehe.I was imprisoned in DFA kc haha.And the meteor shower was named GEMINIDS hehe..may jem pa din G lang hehe..pinagpilitan haha pro hope it's a sign of more blessings;) Then day after,went to the Christening of my inaanak and spend the night there. Then, Sunday was our thanksgiving day in our church plus bday of my niece.Monday was the bday of my mom but went home late for dinner because we had a practice for Xmas party presentation.Then tuesday was our xmas party...Puro then na pala ko haha..Basta it's been a busy month for me..d pa tapos ung then til now hehe and with that I don't feel the holiday blues.Got sick and now I'm feeling better without noticing that I already get cured hehe..

And I'll take this opportunity to thank the people who are part of my blessings this year. Lam nyo na kung cno kayo. Wont name names..Baka madamay pa kayo sa issue.. haha Basta you know how much I care for you and love you guys..No words can explain and you know that I cry sa sobrang touch.So even if the world mocks me,I know i have a home in your hearts. To all my girl friends,thanks for being true and for loving me unconditionally. You know naman na I'm having a hard time making friends w/ girls kc so traumatic na yung insecurities and plastikan issues.Kaya sobrang thank you. And to my guy friends,thanks for being my kuyas.For the friendship na pure friendship and for defending me lagi.. Even if other people put malice on the friendship I have with you guys, it doesn't matter to me at all coz I wont trade the wonderful relationship we have in just one dirty rumor. They can call me any names they want, bt they can nt stop me from caring for these people..So thank you to all of you for being my blessings...And to my family, i will love you more and more and I will not let any uneducated and insane people to harm you.And to someone who always make me smile, thanks for understanding my stand.. :)

coca cola and chowking

Their commercials are heartwarming...clap clap clap for them! i was touch in the commercial of chowking when the OFW father has to come home for Xmas and the son asked him,"noel din po pangalan nyo?" and the comercial of coca cola about separated parents and he has to visit his child in the house of his ex...sobrang nkakatouch.

ikaw lang ang aking mahal

i thought it wouldn't hurt this much anymore...i caught yself looking back and i realized that my world stopped and never heard and seen anything around me...as i finished my "dramatic scene", i hardly notice that the song he used to sing on me was being played...and do i need to elaborate more?every word pinch my heart..

Fall 7 times...Stand up 8

Life is full of struggles. Struggle to live…Struggle to be happy…Struggle to succeed…Struggle to endure pain…Struggle to stop crying…Struggle to maintain a good heart…Struggle to survive… You know deep in your heart that you should not stop moving to achieve your goal. But sometimes, fate will test your patience and strength.

Everybody knows, it’s not easy to get up from a rejection. It’s not easy to prove yourself to the people who do not believe in you. But come to think of it…Do you have to go through all these things just to show the world you’re one of the living gems? What make our day-to-day life loads heavy are the thoughts of being rejected by the people around us and be conscious in what they think about you. You must think of yourself. You must love yourself. It’s not wrong to consider the feelings or thoughts of other people because no one was born to live alone but if it already eats up your own identity and you live for the words they say or do,it’s not healthy anymore. If it affects your life from the moment you wake up, start asking yourself who starts giving your own struggles? I once wrote in my blog that life will give you choices.But sometimes it’s more than a yes or no,this and that. The question is, do you have to justify your choice? We all mess up… Nobody’s perfect. No one has the perfect beauty… No one has the perfect attitude. No one can tell the absolute solution in life’s problems. No one can tell you exactly what you should do and what you should not do. Nobody can define happiness for you. No one would give you success except you. If someone hurt you, it doesn’t mean everyone will. If you cried last night,it doesn’t mean you’ll cry for the rest of your life. If you showed kindness in one point or another but some did not appreciate you, remember that you don’t do good things for recognition. If your pocket is empty, you can’t just sit there and suffer from starvation.

Be kind to yourself. Free your mind in negative thoughts and start living in the brighter side. Life is a matter of perpective. If you allow to imprison your mind w/ problems,then you’re meant to suffer. For every struggle, think of a positive effect it causes you. In the end, you’ll see yourself stepping on all these hardships and moving towards to what you’re longing to be.

big blast!

was busy yesterday sa calls and requests of ourstakeholders & stuffs in the office plus kanta pa kme for oktfest kya working and nag aayos na dn ako up to the last minute.was reading the pop msgs of my ofcm8s pro wasnt able to react na din and magtanong wat really happened.breaking news kc ang glorietta2 bombing...initial report e LPG tank daw pero i overheard na yung mga pics daw e d believable na lpg tank lng cause nun..til nakita ko na yung some pix knina and nakita na dn sa news..nakakasad sa iba't ibang theories..na terrorist attack daw ska para lang daw madivert yung issue sa malacanang.the point is,pano nila magawa yung ganun sa mga inosenteng tao na wla nmn winish dat day kundi maglibang and magshop. ska for whatever reason,d valid na makakita ka ng bloods and lifeless people.from sa issue ng 500k na suhol sa govenors and congressmen,so sad kc they are talking such big amount na parang out of pocket lang pero ang daming nagugutom sa bansa natin...kung buwaya ang illustration ng tv ads sa corruption,tingin ko mas masahol pa sila dun. sa sunud sunud na gulo dito,pwedeng magkakakonekta yun..ang sama nila!yun lang.saka bakit ba lage glorietta?dhil ba maluwag din ang security..ganyan nmn sa pinas..pag hot ang issue,maghihigpit,pag tumagal na parang wlang ngyare...let's pray for all the people na involve na lang..haay...

A piece of cake(",)

I'm bored so I'll share myself through this blog...Not in the mood to publish part 4 of Lovelife=) ahmmm,I don't know how to start...Okay,I'll start with telling about me.My real name is Jemellee but people around me call me Jem(when my mother is mad and Marc is bored,that's when I hear my given name in full).I grew up in water (Malabon City hehe) and studied in 3 cities(Malabon,Quezon city & Manila).I wanted to become a Pediatrician but later on,I wanted to become a Psychologist.Unfortunately,I didn't get the slot in UST because I was late for the interview. So i ended up in Business Administration in UST. i don't know if I would still pursue Psychology. For now, I just want to work & work. I am currently working at Manila Electric Company(MERALCO)..and I hope I won't get violent reactions. But I already have plans on working abroad..Ahm,early next year.98% sure. Given a choice, I want to work in clothing company. I want to be part of their Marketing team...I want to design...Being a model is not in my head because I don't have the body of a model and I don't want exposure.If I would put up a business, I want a wedding shop...from planning to the wedding proper.Anyways, if I get a good pay, I would want to own a farm..in New Zealand hehe or at least here in the Philippines. Thinking of my plans for the next few years, I don't know if having a boyfriend is included hehe I don't rush and I know he'll come when I'm ready.So asking me about lovelife, it's zero but I am happy!^_^ I enjoy my life with my friends. Some people thought I'm a lesbian (a big haha) 'cause I'm one of the boys. I don't know why but I feel comfortable w/ guy friends. About my weaknesses?Of course,number 1 is chocolate:) then, earrings,stargazers,ice cream,cake!

to be continued....

Why??

I can't explain why it seems that I have no energy in doing my tasks...I don't know what to answer when someone asks me why my smile is beautiful...I don't know why even if I wanted to write about former President Joseph Estrada's verdict,my document is still blank...I don't know why I'm not affected knowing the fact that UST didn't get the twice-to-beat opportunity...I don't know why I keep on thinking and still get nothing from it...and I don't know why I am writing this but I cannot figure out what I'm trying to say...Maybe I'm just bored hehe